last last week,we went to alyssa’s debut(it was a simple house party but we enjoyed^_^)

but before,we went to fay’s house.marilyn and i met there.then,the rest followed.

the group was almost complete but still,joemar wasn’t there.

confirmed.fay was really having her child.nobody told me about this coz they thought I’d be mad at fay.

I was her acting “mom” when we were in high school.her real parents were in japan,then.

and cedy was her acting “dad”(oh,I really missed that mama-dada relationship:3)

so as we were at fay’s house,we were talking about how college life was difficult.

I noticed her as if she was out of this world.everyone did.

I’m sorry for talking about school.I know,it hurts for her that she wasn’t able to study for this year.she was smart,so it became such waste of  time.

the time stopped for her.

after the long conversation,we left.on the way,I,wobbuffet,aly,marilyn,megu,ayu,and cedy went to aly’s house. we were caught under a little rain.

at aly’s house,we went partying,singing and eating.cedy was the one holding the microphone.always.

he was singing various songs that make us remember something from the past.he sang the song interpretation theme of aly and marilyn’s 1st yr class,and lots more.he sang king and queen of hearts(the prom song which we first danced),and fall for you by secondhand serenade.the he asked me,

“do you remember anything?”


the  thing I remembered was when we left wobbuffet with ralliam.as if they were on a date.I smiled.”yes,I did remember jay jay.”everyone laughed.then,cedy asked,”didn’t you remember john?john vaslee?”…oh yeah.john vaslee.but why?..”yeah.I did remember when we went watching their concert.(I was to buy an album that time.cedy,jayjay,fahad,and ralliam accompanied me on SM north.then we went to TriNoma.)why?what’s the fuss about that?”I asked.he answered me,”didn’t you like john vaslee?”..”well,I do.”I answered.”you told me he was cuter way than I am.”he then answered.everyone laughed as jay told them the story.we were at TriNoma.I was with him.then I said that john vaslee was cute.more cuter and way cuter than cedy is.then,all of a sudden,cedy acted “un”-cedy-like.he removed his hands on me and said,”go to john.don’t need you”I really said lots of sorry until he said,”you like him right?you like him?”I laughed and smelled jealousy on this.just like the case last time,jay’s party.about tim.hahahaha…oh my gosh.back to the party.

so,I asked him why did he acted that such,that time.he answered me,“‘coz you like him.I just want you to be happy.” everything stopped for me.I was shocked.that left me thinking until it’s only me,aly,jay jay,and cedy’s left. we ate cake,and discussed about some things,about games.until he sat beside me.we again got our own world,talking about different things,differ from what aly and jay was talking about.he was singing different love songs.when jay and I got home,jay was teasing me about returning things of how they used to be.I told him,”I just can’t.”…I’m afraid to hurt anyone for now.I just wanna know the reasons for somethings,including of how that “time” ended.

One Response to ““the stopped clock””
  1. Oh Gosh! You didn’t told you were talking about during Aly’s Debut Oh Gosh! So embarrassing .

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