“And no matter what comes to me,there’s only one thing I’ll keep on coming back for : YOU.”
another two months passed.it’ll be another 10 days and we’re 8 months.hwow
.we’ve gone so far.but just this last week,we’ve seen each other.
I really hugged him.I missed him so much.
but you know,something’s bugging me.why’d he wondered if I ever love him?
It became a question for me.until now.
there were things he never told me.and I got really confused.
until now.even when we kiss before he left,confused me.
there’s something he wanted to,but he can’t even open it to me.
on the first kiss(the time he was writing) I became too cold to feel nothing.I just felt a kiss.I didn’t felt the same nervousness.
and I never wanna let him go that night but he followed his friend that got sleepy.so I took them outside .
and outside,I hugged him again.and as we kissed for the goodbye,I felt that there’s something he wanted to do,but still,I can’t get what was it.
I’m being colder and colder.I never got contented on what we had,not like the usual one.like I’ve been wanting more.
and I’m wondering why,that kiss keep on bugging me before I sleep.I kept on remembering that kiss before I sleep and felt happy-but-nervous-and-i-don’t-know-feeling. weird.I don’t know if I was in-love with him still.
“And we’ve told you already.we’re just friends.it’s just that we’re love team.”
and now,that I’m in college the love team-thingy hasn’t disappeared.
I got my love team again.and I think I was falling(?) for him.
he was my enemy in grades.
but,he was so kind to me.he teaches me the lessons(specially in math) and I sit beside him..makes me blush.
you know what,he’s sweet too.I like his attitude.
he’s kind,smart and he also can be requested.
wish I was always with him.and it came true.he’s my group leader in CWTS 1…
I know,I’m just crushing.
because sooner or later,he’ll gonna transfer.I’ll be missing him.
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